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A while back I started writing a story about Gen taking the kids and driving off - as it turned out, to hunt a wendigo -
and writing her made me love her all that more
(which btw, if you feel like sending some comfort and love her way, might be good, this can't be easy for her, and she just keeps getting so many 'take care of Jared' messages)

but anyway - for me, writing someone, or even just some kink - will often make me feel that is is 'mine' somehow - under my protection, such as it is, something I care about at least a bit.

So some time back I filled this prompt about Dean delighting in eating things you shouldn't eat.
I put a lot of love into writing that and coming up with ideas for it, though I probably missed the mark kinkwise, cause I don't exactly understand (I'd like to) -
(and I know there could be more emotional depth to it)

but I did care a lot about it,

so when I came across this, I got excited:

(also, it is just cool. And makes me worried. Don't try this unsafely please....)

1) You know the Winchester "we're all we got" thing? Now that they have more of a community, they have option, I'd like some "I have options, and I choose you cause I want to" moments in canon and in fic.

2) I keep going back to this plot I just want to see: things are more or less ok for the boys, they're settled in their bunker, they're working together and being pretty much honest with each other etc - and one day, in the middle of a hunt, or they come home to find in their sitting area - John Winchester.
And they have to sort of rediscover who they are - how they changed and didn't change, how they feel about him and about each other's relationship with him now, where he'd be proud of them and where he really wouldn't, how much of it they'll talk about - and whether they still even speak the same language, communicate in the same ways - and what they'd hide from him, or refuse to hide from him, how he'll react to it if he finds out etc.