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Lets bring something good into the world. Let's hold hands, if only virtually, and not be alone in this. Let's reaffirm that we care about each other, and we don't stand for bigotry. Let's write (and draw and record and stuff).

Prompts are open for anything - any or no ships, any or no kinks, go for it.

Extra cookies if your prompt negates some bigoted concept, we could give love in places it's particularly lacking right now. We can reaffirm that we all have a place here, that we stand with each other. Women, POC, survivors, immigrants, disabled people, fat people, MOGAI people, poor people, etc - especially anyone that's more than one of those things - deserve some extra love, today and in general.... But prompts don't have to do that - anything comforting is welcome, and different things comfort different people! Fun, fluffy, funny, porny, angry, dark, it's ok!

Fills:
Breadline by [livejournal.com profile] toratio, Sam&Dean, money issues
Sam/Dean, body autonomy, lived experience of mi, by anon
It's the end of the world as we know it (and I feel fine) by [livejournal.com profile] toratio Domestic end of the world!
In the Bones by laughablelament, aer leaving the bunker with John's journal, Mary ends up using it as a roadmap


(ETA: !!!! I am so excited and comforted by you being here and caring and by your generousity! Ahh! I has only been a few hours and already we have fills! Thank you!!!! And that you to the people sharing this - you are awesome!!!!)

How this works:
How to prompt: Leave a comment with a prompt, preferably with some basic information in the subject line (ship/gen/character, kink, genre - whatever works for you). You can leave as many prompts as you like.

How to fill: Comment to any prompt you like with fic, art, podfic, playlists, gifsets - any form of fanwork is welcome. Feel free to fill prompts that were already filled. If you feel like leaving anon fills, go for it! If you feel like leaving cute little 'created in ten minutes' fills for fun - those are welcome too!

Rules:
1) Be kind.
2) No spoilers for unaired episodes without a cut/link, please.
3) Use content warnings generously, please. It only takes a moment, and can make the difference between brightening someone's day and making it horrible. We've got enough horrible.
4) Anything promoting bigotry should not be included. If you're not sure, you're welcome to ask me, we can try to figure it out together. If something bothers you - same thing. Sometimes things can be bigoted without bad intent, we'll try to navigate this with compassion if it happens here now. Most things are ok if you clearly warn for them.

Tell the world!

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FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 05:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
*

“I don’t feel good about this,” Sam says softly. The food is good, better than he’d thought it would be. It actually beats most of the crap they eat at diners.

“Yeah, well, nobody likes coming to soup kitchens,” Dean replies, “we ain’t here to have fun.”

Sam shakes his head. “No, I mean – these people are hungry, Dean. They have nothing. I mean, if we really need food that bad…”

“We what?” Dean asks. “Steal food? Money? Credit card fraud? That’s how most of the people here get by, too. We deserve it just as much as they do.”

“Maybe.”

*

“This sucks,” Sam muttered.

“Free food, dude,” Dean replied, “don’t go looking at gift horses, or whatever they say.”

“Dad’s supposed to be taking care of us. That’s his job.”

Dean slipped an arm around his brother’s shoulder. “I’m here, Sammy. I’ll take care of you.”

The bread was going stale, but Sam was starved, and when Dean handed half his share over without a word, Sam couldn’t quite make his mouth work to say thanks.

*

There’s a small group of people – men and women, probably only Sam’s age – in one corner, playing cards and laughing.

“How much money do you think they have?” Dean asks, eyes glittering.

Sam groans. “Dude, you’re not going to hustle homeless people!”

“I know, I know.” Dean grins at him. “I’m kidding, dude.”

They polish off their meals, Dean practically licking the plate.

“Man, that was awesome.”

Sam watches the line. It never seems to get any shorter.

“We shouldn’t be here.”

Dean wraps an arm around his brother’s shoulder. “Sammy, you saved this world. All these people? They wouldn’t be alive if it wasn’t for you. If anyone deserves free goddamn food, it’s you.”

*

“Excuse me?”

A young woman, college kid maybe, stopped them on their way out, a plastic bag in her hand.

Sam hid behind his brother instinctively. Was she a monster? Had they been made?

The woman handed Dean the bag.

“It’s not much,” she said quietly, “just some essentials. Bread, some rice – microwave rice – some cookies and things.”

Dean actually looked touched, and Sam clung to his brother’s arm, looking at this girl, who’d probably never missed a meal in her life.

“Thank you.” It was Sam who spoke up, smiling a little.

“God bless,” she replied.

Sam followed his big brother out the door, and wondered if maybe Dad was right. They hunted so that people like her could be safe.

*

“Sir?”

Dean is unsuccessfully trying to chat up one of the volunteers – Sam’s pretty sure they have rules about fraternising with clients, but his brother’s nothing if not determined – and Sam takes his second cup of coffee, wonders for a moment if he’s about to be told off.

The young woman absolutely isn’t missing half her face, and she definitely isn’t after Sam presses on his hand scar. He looks guiltily down at his cup.

“Uh, sorry, I…”

“It’s okay,” she tells him brightly. She’s pretty, blonde, and she smiles, a mouth full of well-kept and daily-brushed teeth. “I just wanted to give you and your friend this.”

“My brother,” Sam says absently, taking the box from her.

“If there’s something you can’t use or don’t eat, let me know, I can give it to someone else…”

Sam surveys the contents – rice, pasta, Oreos (and Dean’s going to cream himself over those), some fresh vegetables (probably from the community garden), a few canned things.

They’ve eaten a hell of a lot worse.

“This is amazing,” he says sincerely, “thanks.”

She smiles. “God bless.”

God hasn’t put in an appearance, not even for the fucking apocalypse, and Cas…

“God bless you too,” he says.

Maybe God is gone, and certainly Cas is, but the world’s still here, and that’s not going to change, not if him and his brother have any say in it.

Sam hands the box to his brother, isn’t surprised when he claims the Oreos for himself, and they head out to their shitty little stolen car, and Sam swears that Roman and those big-mouth bastards are going straight back to Purgatory.

Edited Date: 2016-11-10 06:01 am (UTC)

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 06:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] indiachick.livejournal.com
LOVE LOVE LOVE.

The kind women - both in the past and now. Sam's reluctance and feeling that they don't deserve to be there as much as the other people. Dean's reassurance. It's just quiet, and wonderful, and so them. <33333

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 06:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you!

I can tell you that I've interviewed people going to soup kitchens and they do sometimes think that they don't need it, or that they're not poor or disadvantaged enough to 'deserve' it. And Sam has a serious guilt complex anyway.

I'm glad you loved it. <3

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 07:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zara-zee.livejournal.com
Thank you. This was beautiful. And such a great reminder that people can be so very kind. ♥

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 07:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you, I'm glad you liked it. <3

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 07:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galadriel13.livejournal.com
So beautiful! Very touching.

Wee Sam is trying to figure out what they mean in the larger scheme of things, and adult Sam is realising that all the sacrifices he's made have been important.

The mental struggle with the desperate situation they're in, so gently written.

Well done, and wishing you continued success with achieving your PhD!

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 07:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you!

Season 7 seemed like the right time to set the adult part, because that really was when they lost the majority of their support systems (what little they had).

I'm glad you enjoyed it.

<3

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 09:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] galadriel13.livejournal.com
So beautiful! Very touching.

Wee Sam is trying to figure out what they mean in the larger scheme of things, and adult Sam is realising that all the sacrifices he's made have been important.

The mental struggle with the desperate situation they're in, so gently written.

Well done, and wishing you continued success with achieving your PhD!

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you! And thanks for the PhD wishes. So close now!

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 11:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lennelle.livejournal.com
This was really heart-warming. I enjoyed the brothers' dynamics - Sam's reluctance and Dean's reassurance. I really liked the kindness the two of them received, it was lovely :)
Also, poor Sam and his Hellucinations!

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you! <3

Yeah, I actually forgot to give Hallucifer any lines. Ah well. He was probably wandering around the community garden, stealing herbs.

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 11:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amberdreams.livejournal.com
Ah Season7 was the perfect time to set this as adults, and I loved how you wove the past and present together like this.

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 10:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you! Season 7 really had the Winchesters at rock bottom, so it made sense to set it then. And I have a soft spot for Cage-broken Sammy.

Re: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-11 01:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com
*butts in, sorry*
Cage-broken Sammy is an amazing representation to have on tv, and even more special then, thank you Gamble!

RE: Re: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-11 01:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
I'm totally happy with you butting in, and not just because it's your post ;-)

I think they treated Sam's issues with the Cage quite well, especially because he didn't just lie down and die, he kept going, even when he was dying….

Okay, I'm writing a prompt *runs away*

Re: Re: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

From: [identity profile] citrusjava.livejournal.com - Date: 2016-11-11 01:55 am (UTC) - Expand

RE: Re: Re: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com - Date: 2016-11-11 03:04 am (UTC) - Expand

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 01:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] madebyme-x.livejournal.com
So perfect! I love the now and then sections, seeing how reluctant Sam is to accept the help, thinking there are others who are worst off, but also how grateful he is for the support and generosity of strangers, knowing that he's fighting for these people, to save these people.

Such happy and warm feels - thank you!!!

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 10:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you! <3

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 02:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] harrigan.livejournal.com
EXACTLY what we all need right now! Thank you so much! (And the prompter too!)

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-10 08:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] masja-17.livejournal.com
Thank you! This made me a little more hopeful for the world...

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-12 01:01 am (UTC)
laughablelament: (11x16Boys)
From: [personal profile] laughablelament
Ohhhh wow. *sniffle* I love fic that foregrounds their precarity. All the heart here, Sam's guilt, and the bits of hell trauma just... ngh. Sorry I'm not more articulate. Please accept that as praise? ^_^

Also, I loved reading about your PhD too. Thank you for sharing that.

RE: FILLED: Breadline Pt 2/2

Date: 2016-11-12 04:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] toratio.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it. <3

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