just why i haven't been here

[citrus_java]

there was something very triggery on lj -
so just - needed to go into "ball form"....





now -
my mom died last week - it both made worse and maybe less bad for her having beeen abusive - but also worse in o many ways.... and..... just that - yea

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[supernutjapan.livejournal.com]

So sorry to hear about the tough time you have been having. I'm so sorry for your loss and all the feelings that you are struggling with there as well.
*hugs*

[citrusjava.livejournal.com]

Thank you very very much !