just why i haven't been here

[citrus_java]

there was something very triggery on lj -
so just - needed to go into "ball form"....





now -
my mom died last week - it both made worse and maybe less bad for her having beeen abusive - but also worse in o many ways.... and..... just that - yea

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[kalliel]

Oh, bb. <3333333 So much love to you right now, for all the reasons. If you want a listener, or anything at all, I'm here for you.

[citrusjava.livejournal.com]

t hank you so so much, means a lot, bb