as always you blow my mind with your bravery and honesty...and might I add a thank you for putting a name to Praise Kink for me :) it makes my dirtiest fantasies where Dean tells me I'm such a good girl completely legit.
also, I would NEVER get amusement from your pain, but your turn of phase with the non-penetration/masturbation story was too funny not snorkle at.
it's completely OK (obviously) for you NOT to talk or write about things you don't want to talk about. It's kind of how I feel about my cancer. I actually have a close friend who has a similar cancer story to mine in so much as we had the same kind around the same age. She now is all about tri-athaloning and shit for the cure and that whole feel good thing and does not understand why I won't relay with her. It's so hard to say, look, this is something that wrecked my life and is really painful for me and I work EVERY day at not thinking about. I then follow up with how surviving victims of serial killers would never form a group and wear matching shirts and ribbons and shit. Maybe that's a bit extreme, but I'm nothing if not dramatic.
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also, I would NEVER get amusement from your pain, but your turn of phase with the non-penetration/masturbation story was too funny not snorkle at.
it's completely OK (obviously) for you NOT to talk or write about things you don't want to talk about. It's kind of how I feel about my cancer. I actually have a close friend who has a similar cancer story to mine in so much as we had the same kind around the same age. She now is all about tri-athaloning and shit for the cure and that whole feel good thing and does not understand why I won't relay with her. It's so hard to say, look, this is something that wrecked my life and is really painful for me and I work EVERY day at not thinking about. I then follow up with how surviving victims of serial killers would never form a group and wear matching shirts and ribbons and shit. Maybe that's a bit extreme, but I'm nothing if not dramatic.